Jude Bell

A lesson for everyone: Don't focus on that which you cannot control. 3 years ago I was at the end of a bad relationship, lost my job, was overweight and an alcoholic. Any one of these things could send someone over the edge. But I made a choice, be the man I want to be and not dwell on that which I can't control. So within one month I quit drinking, I cut ties with the ex, I got a gym membership, I started fasting daily, I started a business, and I started writing my script. Over the next year I kept at everything I'd started. My health improved, my outlook improved, I saw doors open that I didn't know existed. So I kept going. Today Im 40 lbs lighter, haven't touched alcohol, my heart healed, my mind has flourished, my writing improved, and I value every single moment I have on this earth. The easy thing is to blame others, to wallow in your circumstances, to ignore the impulse for change. What I've learned is ownership is the only way through. Own yourself or die a slave to the darkness inside you. If you are reading this and struggle with anything listed above, know that you are not alone but nobody is coming to save you. Do the hard thing, the necessary thing. Only then can God use you for the greatest mission life has to offer. Inspiring others. You never know who's watching you, and actions speak louder than words.

Boomers with podcasts are cringe, there I said it.

I transplanted this small pine that was growing on the edge of the driveway. Had a botonist tell me it wouldn't take. It's been 3 months. Suck it university majors, my magic is stronger than your useless degrees.

We mocked them for years about the unrealistic girlboss beats up a man trope. They finally choose to listen but with the absolute worst characters to show the power dynamic. Galadriel could wipe out all nine Nazgul without breaking a sweat. You don't hate these writers enough.

If you didn't hate Islam enough, apparently you can't listen to music for vibes. What the actual fuck is wrong with these dark age fuckers.

I often wonder how many anon accounts are just pretending to be black so they can use the N word. It's certainly not zero.

That's it, I'm dumping my Irish Coffee Creamer in the bay. Nobody disrespects our digenerate ex President on my watch.

My ex is half Chinese, starting to think she left me to live in SE Asia because she had to report back to the CCP that I was a retard and not worth the time.

Fresh update after today's vote for @LeaderJohnThune

At least someone is still fighting for hard working Americans.

Calling mom always has a way of balancing the force and calming my rage. God bless the moms.

i'm tired guys, anger is draining, please recommend something to watch before bed.

so who's gonna leak the Thune vote? the people need to know.

Apparently ex-military guys like @TimSheehyMT are only good at one thing: following orders. Sad to see really, I knocked door-to-door to get him elected because he said he was a leader and getting Tester out was a huge need for Montana. I'll never get back those hours I gave volunteering but I'll be damned if I don't spend 10x that amount from here on working to primary him. Shame on you Tim (if you read this). I looked you in the eye and shook your hand and you've utterly betrayed me, the people of Montana and the people of this Nation. All you had to do was make yourself be heard today and find someone other than Thune; who has been the roadblock for every piece of legislation sitting under his desk. Any one of those bills could have saved us the midterms but no, you lot have been silent as a mouse on every single issue that matters to the voters who got you in. While I don't know what it's like to be on Capitol Hill, I do know what a leader we need to actually fight the DSA Communists and the Islam Sharia Law infiltrators is - someone with a goddamn spine - and it ain't you boo, it ain't you. I'm begging you to make me eat my words and win me back, until then, best of luck. P.S. I AM rooting for you to get some bills passed before January because I know whats at stake, and I hope you do too. After that I'm done. Hell hath no fury like that of a scorned electorate. signed -one pretty pissed off constituent.

And here I was trying to stay positive today. Once again the entire GOP went against the will of their constituents. I fucking hate both parties. But at least the Democrats have balls. The GOP just turned into 'trust me bros'. I have zero faith they will actually do anything and will hand over our nation to the DSA communists and Islamists. I'm fucking done. They have till January to prove me wrong and I'll eat my words gladly, but otherwise it's open primary season on the whole damn party.

I had an emergency surgery last year and before putting me under they had me sign the papers. My only question: "Can you guarantee the blood in your emergency bags is free of MRNA covid vaccinated donors" Nurse: "No" "Then do the best you can but I don't consent" I'll die on this hill, luckily I didn't.

Doom < Optimism

This is how you deal with trolls. They can't argue if you agree with them.

Okay that's enough internet for one lifetime er day. My algorithm is cooked rn and it's breaking my optimism. Taking my dog on a night walk to look at the stars and give my brain a much needed reset.

As a millennial we've had our fair share of world shattering events we've had to process. NONE of them compares to kids today learning Muslims burned the bones of Santa. They will demand a crusade, and we owe them the opportunity.

Checking X to monitor the situation. The situation: GOP sucks Democrats suck Islam sucks Indians suck Chinese spies suck Economy sucks ...but we're going to the moon so pay your taxes like a good pleb.