cavis

the worst part is you knew, you know how afraid i was of people and of being hurt, and after all the time and effort you put into building my confidence and trust in you, you broke it in the worst possible way...

of all the people in the world to do that to, i'll never understand why you did that to me, after everything I've been through in my life and how long it took me to let you in...

one day, you'll realize that i stayed when i had every reason to leave, i wasn't just loving you, i was choosing you over and over again, I saw the good in you, forgave the pain and held on when I should have, but instead of appreciation you gave me excuse and silence...

for my final act of love, I'll stop trying I won't bother you anymore, unless you reach out to me, i won't send messages, won't ask questions, and won't look for reason to stay, I don't want to force my presence where its no longer wanted...